February 2012
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Sometimes I wish I could just walk away from everything and not carry this crippling guilt with me.
It’s hard to hear everyday how I fucked up my life and how useless I am. I am reminded of it every time I step into Worcester State.
I never should have moved home. I should have stood my ground. I wouldn’t be in the broken mental condition I am now. When I lived in my apartment, it...
It’s hard to concentrate in class when my mom called to tell me that her lab got sold and she might not have a job. She has a lot of experience and education which isn’t a problem, but it’s just scary to think that a job she’s had for so long is in danger of not being there for her. Anxiety ridden right now.
MURK AVENUE: I FOUND ICE CUBES 'GOOD DAY' →
murkavenue:
CLUE 1: “went to short dogs house, they was watching Yo MTV RAPS” Yo MTV RAPS first aired: Aug 6th 1988 CLUE 2: Ice Cubes single “today was a good day” released on: Feb 23 1993 CLUE 3: ”The Lakers beat the Super Sonics” Dates between Yo MTV Raps air date AUGUST 6 1988 and the release…
It’s hard to get into a routine when I am still at home and trying to figure out everything for Worcester. I have to plan the whole day out in the morning just so I can have everything I need so I don’t have to drive back to Webster unless it’s absolutely necessary. It also sucks trying to find something to do if I have gaps in my day. I just want to move to my new house waaaah.
January 2012
39 posts
I am going to see a therapist tomorrow. It’s a step in the right direction. I don’t think I have serious issues, but at the same time I’d just like to get everything off of my chest with someone that can help me. I went through a lot in the last two years and I didn’t properly address it. I suppressed it. I don’t want to end up one of those people who end up cracking...
Buh
My teacher just gave me a B on an introductory letter… for being too repetitive using I in the letter. I used it 8 times over 2 pages. What duh helllll?
NY Times: You’ve long argued for the decriminalization of marijuana. Do you smoke weed?
Barney Frank: No.
NY Times: Why not?
Barney Frank: Why do you ask a question, then act surprised when I give an answer? Do you think I lie to people?
NY Times: I thought you might explain why you support decriminalizing it but don’t smoke it.
Barney Frank: Do you think I’ve ever had an abortion? I don’t play poker on the Internet, either.
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“Hitting bottom isn’t a weekend retreat. It’s not a goddamn seminar....”
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kristenlynch:
But pissing people off is funny
I am coming to your apartment to beat you up.
Anonymous asked: Stop avoiding the issue.
Anonymous asked: Its just a hard question to ask someone, but its affecting the people who love you the most. We're worried about you, Anita.
Anonymous asked: Why don't you just wear deodorant then?
Anonymous asked: Do you realize how smelly you are?
As I sip my 7 dollar martini listening to some of the best live music I heard in a while, I just came to the realization that because of my past actions I might have ruined something that potentially could have been something good. I’m waiting for a sign positive or negative in the next couple days. The positive as well as the negative will be saddening in their own way.
I wish I...
“They’re tough. Girls from Boston will kick your ass. You gotta be on your toes....”
– Mark Wahlberg
