December 2010
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The Last Morning of 2010
So glad for the worst year of my life to be over.
Sunday is my dad’s 5 month. I cannot believe it’s been that long. I miss him every single day and I know he’s watching over me and helping me make the right decisions.
I am ready to turn over a new leaf. I got rid of all the toxic people in my life this year, and I am so grateful I have the most amazing people in it. I...
My aunt told me I was calling out for my dad in my sleep last night. I hate the fact that I talk in my sleep. I hate that I can’t remember my dreams. Ugh.
Packing and sleeping. Up at 4 AM to begin the trek home.
“Twenty years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do...”
– Mark Twain
always loved this quote.
(via hichristina)
I almost used this for my high school quote.
12) Your highs and lows of the last year.
Highs- Cozy winter, anything that involved fireworks and LD, meeting Leah, and moving out of my house into my apartment.
Lows- My dad passing away and being betrayed by “friends”
11) If you died tomorrow, would you want anyone to...
I would want my mom to know that she really is the best mother I could have ever had.
10) If you died tomorrow, what’s one thing you’d...
Falling in love.
09) Someone you see yourself marrying/being with...
Someone who loves me more than I love him. I think it’s going to be someone who has musical qualities but someone who works with his hands. Someone who is super manly but able to hang out with the girls we are going to have. We are going to go on trips all the time. We are going to be so happy and even in the bad times we will have each other. I want to have the kind of love that parents had...
Trying
to rock a PMA today.
It’s gonna be fucking tough.
I'd Give Up Everything
To wake up and watch the Celtics game with my dad one last time.
Why did I think going on vacation would be a good idea this year? I should have just stayed home.
08: What you hope your future will be like
There will be amazing people in my life first and foremost. I am going wake up every day excited for what it is going to bring. I am also going to wake up next to my very attractive husband and our dogs in their respective beds on the floor. Our precious children will slowly creak open the door and stumble in one by one rubbing their eyes and expecting the most amazing breakfast. My husband will...
Some People Ask Me Why I Am Barefoot So Much; I...
But really it’s to make sure that all of this is real.
03: What is your phobia/fear?
I am the most neurotic person ever. I don’t like the dark, I don’t like open water, or walking down long unfamiliar hallways, and I am afraid of being buried alive.
However, my biggest fear is my future. I know that I am capable of being alone and carrying on my day to day. I don’t want that though. I want to have a happy marriage and three lovely children. I want to own a...
02: Your beliefs.
I believe in the sand beneath my toes. The beach gives a feeling. An earthy feeling. I believe in the faith that grows. And the four right chords can make me cry. When I’m with you I feel like I could die. And that would be all right!
haha
My beliefs are pretty liberal I’d like to think. Let’s I guess cover the three tenets of the current world.
God: I believe that people...
I'm So Sick of Being Alone All the Time, While...
Santa // Satan.
It’s all how you look at it.
“Looking up into the night sky is looking into infinity — distance is...”
– The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams. (via fuckyeahexistentialism)
My Horoscope for 12/17/2010
It’s possible that you’ll have an opportunity to be at your best in an unusual or unfamiliar situation today, Taurus. Your circumstances may show you the need to develop new skills, or find that others, with whom you share common interests, will already have those skills. Ignore criticism and don’t lose your faith in yourself. You don’t have to worry about others’...
The Theme for Tonight. →
I need an energy drink stat.
01; Your current relationship status. If single,...
My relationship status isn’t single; it’s non-existent.
I’ve met a handful of really great guys, however, it’s always been the wrong time in their lives. Just tired of having to try to convince them I won’t treat them like some shitty ex-girlfriend. I spent a long time with someone and felt alone almost the whole time. No one is worth it if they make you cry all...
: uh oh. →
oncepure:
30 day challenge
01; Your current relationship status. If single, discuss how it is.
02; Your beliefs.
03; What is your phobia/fear?
04; A photo you took.
05; A time you thought about ending your own life.
06; A photo of your best friend.
07; A photo of last summer.
08; What you hope your…
I Never Feel Lonely
Until it’s time to go to bed.
WatchDead on dude
